Despite waking up at 7:30 this morning, I can't say I was very productive today. Although I did have a breakthrough moment this afternoon. I think I need to realize that the time has passed, and I really need to see this as a part of my past. More importantly, I need to start living my life the way I use to--independently. I know I use to be really happy being by myself. I miss that feeling of completeness with myself.