I find it interesting that you don't want to talk to me (took me off your phone, took me off your buddy list), hardly call (only "returning your call"), and yet you're hung up on reading my blog. Doesn't make a lot of sense. And no, you're not getting access to the blog. Because I talk about you here. And while in general most of the thoughts are tame and censored, I'm sure I'll write something that you don't need to read.

Honestly, if you can admit that you know you can't be nice to me, there's really not much more I can do. Just breathe and let go. Breathe. Let go.